| Once I lose 10 lbs I'm going to celebrate with piercing my nose. Finally, maybe, hopefully, in 10 days. |
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| Intake (so far)
8 roasted almonds
very vanilla soymilk
multigrain cheerios
green tea
vitamin C supplement
blueberry crisp cliff bar
1 clementine
451
Outtake:
Yoga (one hour)
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| -buy a scale of the pink/white variety
-draw anything and maybe everything
-write again
-drink
-read books from my endless, imaginable, incessant & sometimes tangible library
-volunteer
-get a job
-100 lbs
-keep flowers in my room & keep them alive
Intake
toast
omega-3 margarine
decaffeinated green tea
560
Outtake:
Yoga- one hour
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| I don't know how much I weigh, but I do know that it's far too much. I don't know the amount of calories I've consumed today, but I do know that I regret each one. I don't know what size I am, but I do know that it's bigger than I can allow.
Intake:
vegan chili
two packets of oyster crackers
water
green tea
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| Intake:
2 "chicken" patties
water
340
I have gained and gained, lost and lost...so many things.
Two weeks ago I said goodbye to a marriage that failed to reach its paper anniversary. Now I'm here fumbling barren, bruised fingers over broken cranes that can't make a wish.
I flew two thousand miles to run away.
I can barely recall the sleepless week that ensued. Nor can I recall the amount of vices I wasted my body in, nor the amount of beds I woke up in, tangled in the expectation of someone's face I cannot place.
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